I'll take a Rickshaw to Heaven

I am not superstitious, but I've always had this feeling that if I don't die of natural causes, I will either drown or be hit by a rickshaw. Why a rickshaw, you ask? Well because as far back as I can remember they have swerved right at me. As soon as I step onto the road, one appears out of no where and passes within inches of me.

I don't know why but today I am thinking about death. No I am not depressed. You sometimes just think about such things. I have never really planned my life. I don't have 5 year plans or charts hanging around telling me where I would be 10 years from now. I try and take life as it comes. Planning or should I say too much planning is never good. My goals in life are very simple, stay happy, try and do good work, help people whenever and wherever possible, party when you feel like it, close your doors when you want to be alone, make friends and devour books. Am I religious, maybe and maybe not. I just don't know what qualifications are needed to be religious. But I never forget my creator and my faith in Him is what keeps me going.

I am trying to learn to forgive (especially myself), to like mediocre things and not judge. I have learned to recognize my limitations and to live with them.

I just hope that after I am no more when people think about me they would remember a friend who made them happy and made them laugh. And they would say a little prayer for me.